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Friday, February 27, 2015
Happy Birthday to Our Noah
Thinking about writing this post I thought it would start by saying "oh, I can't believe he his five already", but the truth is I do believe it. My baby is five. Don't tell him I called him a baby. He hates that but of course our children are always our babies in our hearts.
For some crazy reason, I have been awaking every morning at 5am for the last month. My guess is that my need to write is waking me up. This morning I woke up and my first thought was today Noah wakes up and is five years old and he is going to be so excited.
Now Noah is five. He has a tender heart and a mind of his own. He is stern and direct with his feelings and willing to speak the unspoken feelings for the whole house. He loves to be held close and snuggle up. Even fifty-pounds heavy, Noah prefers to be carried, but understands when he can't be. He trusts his brother to teach him well, but doesn't let him rule his world. His best friend since they were five months old is Taavi , whose parents are wonderful and now also friends.
Noah is a child that has forced me to face many fears in order to better parent. This has helped me grow as a person. He challenges me in ways only Noah can, and while this does wear me down, each time I learn from it. He has opened my eyes to a tenderness that I believe all grown men have, some just have no idea how to express it because they didn't have the confidence or were never shown how. Noah you are a sweet, strong, and beautifully blonde boy. I love you and promise to always give you hundreds of big, wet, and sloppy kisses and some good back scratches.
Monday, December 29, 2014
Five cousins skiing
Stayed tuned.....five kids, two days, four adults one day, Aaron and I solo the next. May the force be with us.
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Tuesday, December 09, 2014
Erics
December 10th will also always be 98 days after my labor day. Yet this day will never pass by without specially noting it as Eric's second birthday. No, not second as in two years old, but rather the day we came home from the hospital and walked through our front door together as a new family.
Eric, you embody the kind and happy nature of your great grandpa. Your smile, your bright eyes, your deep-belly chuckle bring daily joy into this world. You, my baby, have grown so much in eight years and the person you are becoming has me in awe every day. You are growing into a bold, confident, determined, and exceptionally enthusiastic young man. You wake up with sun wearing a huge smile on your face and strong bouncy steps underfoot. Although I struggle to wipe the sleep out of my eyes and say "good morning sunshine", I love your eagerness to start the day! Mostly though, I love you and as the trauma of our early days getting to know each other fades further behind us, I will remain forever grateful.
Saturday, November 15, 2014
Eric soccer
Eric's soccer coach said he was the player with the best sportsmanship and biggest smile all the time. His smile glows and lights up. His highlight move was passing and assistang in the goal which is what they c were working von all season as a team!
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Friday, October 10, 2014
Three buddies
LoadingThese 24, 26, 25 weeker NICU grads celebrating together their 8th birthdays. #sweetestboysever
Saturday, August 02, 2014
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Sunday, June 15, 2014
Best quotes from Father's day camping at Cisco Grove
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Sunday, May 25, 2014
New room
For the last 2 months we have been remodeling Eric and Noah's room. They have been sleeping on mattresses on the floor in the living room with toys and clothes lining the walls. Noah never actually realized that he has been sleeping in a toddler bed. Today we welcomed the final touch and moving back into their new room. Here you see their new bunk beds. Each of them now has there on private place. Eric even posted a sign. It reads "Privacy please. Please go away". Older siblings have to spell things out for their younger ones. At least he said please.
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Sunday, May 18, 2014
Keeping up
We are days away from completing a remodel over their room and painting of our downstairs. This activity, taking place in 1300 sq ft house doesn't leave much room to live in. Needless to say we are all feeling a bit "jarred and unsettled" with the displacement of EVERYTHING. Getting ready in the morning goes something like that.
"Time to get dressed"!
"Eric put can you please put your dirty jammies in the hamper."
"Where's the hamper?"
Oh, uhhh, I think it is in the living room or maybe on the back porch
" Eric, can you please get dressed (second request)."
" I can't find any underwear.!"
"Oh, yeah. I think they are all folded downstairs, sitting on daddy's desk."
" Please get you backpack and shoes"
"Where are they".......
You get the picture.
Meanwhile we have had some lovely time getting away from the chaos with a unforgettable trip to Lego Land and San Diego, Santa Monica for Daddy's birthday, and a Mother's day camping trip!
Over the course of these activities Eric has mastered reading books with complete sentences, chapters, and stories! He love to read to Momma and beams when provided with the reassurance that he is doing a great job.
Noah has learned to ride his bike. He can't start on his own yet so Momma olds on to the seat until I hear my queue, "Let off, let off I side." which is means "let go NOW" mom.
Eric's baseball season is wrapping up and I wish I wasn't so excited about but it has been a trying season wrought with discontent between parents and coach. The coach would be better suited for 14 year olds and doesn't understand the point of baseball at this age or know how to communicate very well. Oh well, dealing with difficult people is a good lesson for all and only a few more weeks left.
On that note...kids need breakfast, Momma's needs a long run, and Daddy needs to be woken up (we let him sleep in).
PS Daddy is sleeping in Eric's bed, mattress on the floor.
Sunday, April 20, 2014
Happy Easter
Easter is a celebration of coming out of darkness and into the light. It is a celebration of gratitude.
Happy Easter to all!
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Saturday, April 19, 2014
Satisfying training run in the hills
Fun morning on Mt Diablo! Missed first in my age group by 20 seconds. Alas, Eric will be disappointed in my finish. He wants me to bring home a first place metal for him to wear. We are working on teaching him the joys of personal victories, but seven year olds like to win.
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Friday, April 18, 2014
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Tuesday, April 15, 2014
A few great one liners
Momma says, " I have no energy left for mini golf". Noah responds "POOF....I gave you some of mine [energy]. Now you have some".
Noah demands a snack after school to which Momma reminds him she needs to hear those respectful magic words. Noah replies in his most tired and whiny voice, " I don't have any magic left today."
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Wednesday, March 26, 2014


Thursday, March 20, 2014
He is so sweet
Took a little work trip and was greeted with this note on the driveway.
"Welcome back from Monterey home sweet home Tara
Love Eric"
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